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Probably the female counterpart of Lee Jinki. Falling down while walking and hitting her head on things are normal for her everyday life. Loves chicken--be it roasted or fried, she'll eat it. Loves animals, but doesn't like getting too close to children(baby repellent might be the right name).
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-That's me

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100930--social imbalance
Thursday, September 30, 2010 || 7:34 PM

It's unfair. My class is. Well, a particular group of people, at least.

During our P.E. class, we were going to play various games devised by different groups. Throughout the 4 games we played, I noticed something, and I'll be calling them, "This Group". This Group was somehow, well, inseparable. In a way that, they are willing to shoo a person away who's trying to get in their way. It's just them; This Group. At first, I had no idea about this, but during one of the games, my classmate approached me and whispered, "Alam mo, magkakawatak-watak ang klase natin dahil nina *insert name of a person here*."("You know what, our class will soon tear apart because of *insert name of a person here*.")

It was quite true. I don't want to mentioned names as much as possible, but this was one serious matter. I myself encountered a similar situation during my freshmen years, all caused by the same person causing this small mischief. I can't blame them for being that way, because I know that This Group has a formidable friendship, but they should at least learn how to hang out with different people once in a while.

Frankly, I don't belong with the "in-crowd" in class, and I'm not disappointed with that. But I'm happy with the people I hang out with; funny, witty and I don't even care if I'm the only girl in a group of boys. But that doesn't mean I'm a "one-of-the-boys". Just call me the "average-shy-type-at-first" kind of person.

So, from my point of view, this so-called "social injustice" in classrooms is REALLY unfair. Just because you're on the "upper level" doesn't mean you can just step on people's prides, talk nasty about them and go around like you're the boss. You can't just be in your own world and isolate the others. You can always welcome others, right? Nothing's bad with new friends, right?

All this crap is stressful. I need ice cream.

100929--RELINK PLEASE
Wednesday, September 29, 2010 || 5:28 PM

changed my blog name :)

http://fantasticlautastic.blogspot.com/

kamsahamnida!

100929--alarm clocks
|| 4:05 PM

So, today we had our NCAE(National Career Assessment Examinations). I was supposed to wake up at 4:15am since I was going to meet up with my classmates at McDonald's to buy lunch. We should be at school at around 6:30, and I kinda woke up early since i know McDo will be hell packed with senior student.

But guess what time I woke up. 4:40am. I guess even the boys of SHINee can't wake me up from my slumber. Luckily, Mom prepared hot water the night before, so I quickly grabbed my robe and a towel and turned on the lights downstairs. As much as possible, I didn't try to space out taking a bath. I'm considered as a fast-paced person, but I can never prepare for school in just 40 minutes. And I have to eat a heavy breakfast so I won't doze off answering. I managed to take a bath in 15 minutes. But I know I'll be late for McDo, so I texted my classmate that I might be late.

It was around 5:30 when I finished preparing. Thankfully, finding a jeepney was easy since it was pretty early. It was a boring 10 minutes at the jeep, seriously. When I got down near McDonald's, I spotted my co-seniors, eating their breakfast and some ordering food. I entered the store and easily found my classmates. It was 5:45, and I'm sure the staff of McDonald's are overjoyed that they have many customers early in the morning. I ordered Chicken Fillet with rice for lunch and an extra order of hash brown because I had to wait for my classmate while he was eating his breakfast. We left a hell-packed McDonald's at 6:15 and went to school.

As expected, the school wasn't that crowded since majority of the students are at McDonald's. While waiting for the building to be opened, I had a small chat with my friend, who was happy she finally bought SHINee's new album and she got a Jonghyun photocard.

How fast time flies. Next thing I know, I was on my assigned room, walking around. Soon, the room was filled with my roommates. My 3 classmates and I were seated far from each other(because we were supposed to sit alphabetically), so I slept to kill time. I can't remember how many minutes I slept, but the proctor from another school came. Then the boring stuff came; discussing of this, that, filling up of this, that. I was getting impatient since probably the reason why I took this test was because of my snacks. Seriously.

So, I answered the questions, blah blah blah, then dozed some more when I finished a subtest earlier. Sadly, we were not allowed to get out of our rooms during recess, so I ate my Chocolate-chip cookies in disappointment. More subtests, more sleep. I lost track of time because I was excited about lunch, silly me. It was not that long when lunch came. I ate lunch with my classmates, talked about the test(we weren't telling our answers, dear) and ate some more.

I want to say this again, time flies so fast. We said goodbye to our proctor(who gave us 3 candies while answering the test) and left.

Wow. I can't believe I spent an hour finishing this post. lol

OH-SOME.
|| 3:55 PM



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