Yes, you're sad because Jjong has a girlfriend. Yes, we'll never have him.

Shawols are so selfish these days. Idek why. I thought Shawols are the supportive fans of SHINee. What happened? WE ARE HERE TO SUPPORT OUR BOYS OK?

Fine. Jonghyun gets a girlfriend. You're not a Shawol anymore. WELL, YOU'RE NOT EVEN A SHAWOL IN THE FIRST PLACE. You dare call yourself a Shawol, and at the same time HATE ON SSK like she's a terrorist just because she and Jjong are dating? C'mon guys, SUPPORT THEM! They're all working hard for us, and how do we repay them?

HATE ON SHIN SE KYEONG NOW THAT SHE'S DATING JJONG?

FUCK GUYS! FVVVVVVVVVVVVCK!

get over yourself saying "Oh she's a bitch because she gets to date Jonghyun." and sending hateful comments on her cyworld OH MY FUCKING GOSH GUYS. That's way over the belt!

We should be thanking her you know. Finally, Jjong gets to be happier.. He gets inspiration. Do you want to see him sulk? If you see their pictures, see how happy he is? Isn't that the face we wanted to see of Jonghyun, that happy dinosaur-like Jonghyun?

STOP HATING. START LOVING, okay?

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Some good things I realized today:

• LEE JINKI is awesome
• I inherited his famous sangtae.
• I'm starting to like Supernova now.
• this guy I like on Supernova looks like Jaejoong. Sungje. Get it? Jaejoong. Sungje?
• I finally saved "onew sangtae" and "kim sungje" as my tracked tags on tumblr
• tomorrow will be our retreat. :)

That's all for now~

If I get the right card, a lot of new doors will open up for me. Doors to my future. I have to admit, I'm not a very lucky person. I always trip on any surface, any. Most of the time, I end up getting the crumpled answer sheets for quizzes. BUT I HAVE A STRONG HOPE IN THIS CARD. This is no time for the usual What Ifs and Maybes.

I ACED THE TEST.

I will turn the tables down. I will shock all of you. :) Just wait and see...

...right after I finish watching B2ST Almighty.

To underestimate--to make too low an estimate of the quantity, degree, or worth of.

I always think I was underestimated by the people around me. "Naw, you can't do this."and "You're too weak." are just some of the comments I hear. But now, prepare for lautastic rant.

Oh yes, I am not one of those assertive people; I don't know how to defend my statement, but I stick with it. I am not multi-talented, but I feel contented with my little talents. I may be weird, but my way of seeing reality is a thousand times different than you. I study. I read. I write. I sing.

You're blind. Blinded by your harsh impressions of this "insignificant" girl. What you said about me stuck through your critical minds. You never gave me the chance to prove myself. Everytime I had the chance, there you go, ruining my spotlight. You always think of me as this girl who doesn't stand up in fights, afraid to take risks and is not a fighter.

But wait and see. By the time I finally get up from this fall, I will prove to you that I have changed. I'm not anymore that insignificant puzzle piece; I am not the piece that would complete this complicated puzzle of life. I will be known as myself. I will rise and take over. I will blow your effed-up minds. So, step aside, BISH.

what a nasty way of ending this post.