Why am I like this? It's the past, but why can't I just get over it and start again? The years ending, a new year will come, but I still feel like I'm on that same stepping stone I was before. No matter how hard I try, I can't get away from it.

I'm the idiot, fine. I wasn't able to get over you when I had the chance. I wasted so much time thinking about something that would never happen. It was my mistake thinking you'd come back to me like before. It was my mistake for loving you more than you would never love me. I was too foolish to believe that your promise was real, when it was never real. I held on so tight to the past, that little did I know, my past was slipping away from my hands. I knew in the first place, that I'll never have you, but I never gave up.

Now, that you have someone else. Someone better than the plain, clumsy and immature me whom you never noticed. Someone who would watch over you better than I did. Someone

It was my mistake for being so ambitious that I was taken over by it. I tried reaching for something beyond my feelings and emotions. I was blinded by the sweetness of the past to the bitterness of the present. No wonder I feel like this now.

It was my mistake:

1. For thinking you'd come back to me, yes.

2. For not moving on starting a new life.

3. For not doing anything about the two previous situations.

4. For not making you love me, which I know was too selfish of me.

5. For trying to be happy for you when I know I can't.

난 아직 제자리죠 여전히 그대 곁에서 헤매이다 지쳐서

오늘도 그댈 맴돌다 하루 또 하루 흘러 흘러서 여기까지 온거죠

알면서 아픈 내 맘 알면서도

웃는 그대가 날 더 아프게 하죠

나를 더 사랑하게 만들지 못한 내 잘못이죠

내가 더 사랑해서 만들어버린 내 잘못이죠

내 마음만큼 나를 더 사랑하게 하지 못했었던거였죠 내 잘못이죠

얼마나 더 많은 시간을 눈물을 흘려야하나요 그 약속만을 믿으며

기다려달라던 거짓말 이제 속았던 내 욕심도 지쳐 버리고 만거죠

알면서 아픈 내 맘 다 알면서

그렇게 모른 척 웃을 순 없잖아요

나를 더 사랑하게 만들지 못한 내 잘못이죠

내가 더 사랑해서 만들어버린 내 잘못이죠

내 마음만큼 나를 더 사랑하게 하지 못했었던거였죠 내 잘못이죠

가질 수 없는걸 알면서 멋대로 커진 내 마음이

혼자서 기다리다가 혼자서 후회하다가 사랑한 것도 잘못이네요

아픈 줄 알면서도 잊지를 못한 내 잘못이죠 (내가 참 바보 같죠)

다칠 껄 알면서도 비우지 못한 내 잘못이죠 (내 잘못이죠)

모든 게 내 탓이래도 (모든 게 내 탓이래도) 그래도 괜찮아요 그대만 있다면 언제까지나

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